Friday 18 September 2009

Not long to go now...

...until I'm off to Uni! In fact I'm setting off in roughly 10 hours! Wooop! God I can't wait! Also slightly nervous though which is stupid - I haven't seen anyone for, what, 3 or 4 months? *actually goes to count* Yep, 4 months! It feels like forever! I am nervous but at the same time I really can't wait to be back! I've missed everyone so much! Chatting on msn or facebook just isnt the same, I feel like I'm gonna be really surprised when I see them face to face, 'cause I half think I've forgotten what they look like.
It's crazy how much I love my friends from Aber.
I've known them for exactly (nearly) a year now and I can honestly say that apart from Em (the best friend :D) that I've never had a better set of friends in my life.
I've never loved or fit in with or been loved or comletely accepted by a group of friends like this before and it's completely amazing!
It's made the years and years (and years) or what felt like desolete lonliness completely worth it :D I'm glad I never gave up, and triply thankful that I had Em.
I think it must have been the fact that I never had a continual group of friends - what with moving so many times - I never grew up and with anyone, I was never accepted into a new group except once (though in that incidence we were all 'newbies' so we were thrust together as a group more out of convenience than anything else. We got on but we would never have mixed naturally if you get what I mean, It was just so difficult to intergrate into the already set groups that we had no other choice!) so Uni has been the first time that an entirely unknown large group of people have all joined 'class' (if you get me) the same time that I have. It's amazing - everyone is new so theres no trying to fit in with a group etc - you gravitate to people like you and people you like and in the end *wham* a group of loving fun life long friends that I will love and cherish til the day I die :)
Anyway enough of this ranting lol I'd better sleep

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